"He was my person."
A million girls would kill for this job.
Charlie the pug just hanging out on the couch
And Then You.
Created by triddlegrl
Spoilers for 5.01
So I sat down to write a reaction post after the episode but the words just wouldn’t come. I couldn’t express everything that it was that I felt through my fingers, they keyboard did not have the right keys. So as soon as I had it downloaded I opened up my editor and tried to capture the moment that really got me. I was emotional the whole episode, knowing it was coming, but what really made me feel was watching Kurt walk toward those doors, knowing his anxiety, knowing his fears and not knowing what his choice would be. My heart had left my chest and flown into the hands of an 19 year old (possibly maybe) TV character, but that was okay. It had happened before. I knew it was in good hands. I thought back to the beginning, back to that lonely sixteen year old fighting for the right to be himself, that awkward, tenacious, beautiful boy who was still figuring out who he was while it seemed like the whole world ganged up to tell him who he couldn’t be.
He seemed so horribly young in my mind, next to the tall sophisticated man in the blue suit. He had so much growing up to do, and not an easy world to do it in, but he did it. He found a companion, someone’s hand who he was meant to hold fearlessly and forever and that’s why he’s standing at that door, his heart in his throat, not ready in the slightest to meet his future.
He knows now that love does not conquer all on its own, that even your true love can break your heart, that when they say it’s fragile, and that it requires hard work they mean it. He’s terrified, as he should be. A hundred thoughts race through his mind. Everywhere they’ve been, everywhere they could go, all the good and all the bad. Especially the bad. That sticks out. They are so young still. Didn’t they just learn that?
But then there he is.
finn hudson week | day seven → favorite scene;
When I got out of the shower this morning, there was a pug on my table. Sitting. Looking sad :(